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“Sometimes we get sad about things and we don’t like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes, we are sad but we really don’t know why we are sad, so we say we aren’t sad but we really are.”

—	Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time

"If you find someone who makes you smile, .... "

“If you find someone who makes you smile, who checks up on you often to see if you’re okay. Who watches out for you and wants the best for you. Who loves and respects you. Don’t let them go. People like that are hard to find.”

When I say, "i miss you,"

I really do mean it. I'm not the type of person to only say those 3 words when i need something from you. If i tell you that i miss you, it means that you mean a lot to me. Not only does it mean that you have positively impacted my life, but it also means that i want you to stay. I know people come and go, and that's life, but i'm going to be honest, i want you to stay in my life

The more you care, the more it hurts

"Caring about someone can be the most painful experience you've ever felt. They stay on your mind every second, they're all you think about, you stress your self finding ways to make them happy because you put their feeling first. You let every little word or action affect you deeply.
Giving up and letting go seems so much easier, but you're not capable of it because you care too much. If you don't leave now, it;s just going to hurt even more in the future."

The Best Part of Relationship..

"The best part of relationship is getting to call the person, or lay down next to them, and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long.
In the end that's what it's about. it's not about sex, it's not about the money they give you, it's not about how good looking they are, it's about them listening to you talk for hours and hours and hours, about stupid shit that doesn't matter."

... that's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.

"The best thing you can you do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, baad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out of your ass. that's the kind of person that's worth sticking with." -JUNO

love and laughter

life will never be perfect, no matter how hard you try. even if you pour your heart and soul into it, you will never have that perfection you seek. there will always be broken hearts, there will always be days where nothing goes right. but you must accept and learn that even the most imperfect things will always be made better with love and laughter...

ADVICE

the best advice I've ever gotten
was said that shouldn't be in a
relationship with anyone whom
I wouldn't marry, for its a waste
of time and takes you off the market

so don't worry about relationships.

build friendships, and one day
maybe you will suddenly meet your
soul mate, or you will realize
you want to spend the rest of your life
with your best friend

your young life shouldn't be spent
trying to fall in love or even having
to worry about a partner

your life right now should be filled
with spending time on finding yourself
and building friendship.

s.p

"Kenali Tulang Rusukmu"

Wanita selalu mengembalikan yang lebih untuk pria
Jika kamu memberinya rumah, maka ia akan memberikan kehangatan dalam rumahmu
Jika kamu memberinya beras, maka ia akan mengembalikan nasi untukmu
Jika kamu memberinya CINTA, maka ia akan memberimu pengabdian sumur hidupnya
Tapi jika kau memberinya hinaan, ia akan memberimu doa dalam air mata kepedihannya,
dan itu berarti siapkan dirimu untuk berjuta KEMALANGAN!!
Jika kemarin kamu berdoa dan yakin bahwa dialah tulang rusukmu,
maka terimalah dia bukan sebagai wanita yang sempurna,
melainkan wanita yang terbaik dari Allah.
Bukanlah dia yang tidak pernah berbuat salah, tapi dia yang selalu berkata maaf untuk setiap kesalahannya
dan ia punya sejuta maaf untuk kesalahanmu
Ia yang menerima masa lalu mu dan yang siap merancangkan masa depannya bersama mu
Ia yang selalu cemas dan hilang akal ketika kamu tak memberinya kabar
Jika dulu sifat manjanya membuatmu tertawa lucu,
cemburunya berarti sayang,
air matanya bisa menyayat hatimu,
Tapi sekarang semuanya itu menjadi alasan kamu melepaskannya,
maka merenunglah sejenak!!
Mengapa wanita tercipta dari tulang rusuk pria?
bukan dari tulang kepala?
karena wanita bukan untuk memimpin pria
bukan dari tulang kaki?
karena wanita bukan alas kaki pria
Wanita tercipta dari tulang rusuk pria,
karena dekat dengan hati
agar wanita menjadi pendamping
penjaga hati
Dekat dengan hati untuk disayangi karena wanita akan terlelap dalam dekapan pria
Karena wanita tahu dari sana ia berasal.

Praktikum Biologi (Hewan Bunglon) - 3 Mei 2013

Pada hari Jumat, 3 Mei 2013, kami dari kelompok 4 kelas X-8 telah melakukan praktikum Biologi dengan bimbingan Bapak Kunarto selaku guru Biologi kelas X5-X10. Kami ditugaskan untuk meneliti hewan reptil, maka itu kami memilih bunglon sebagai objek penelitian. Sebelum hewan ini dibedah, Bapak Kunarto membantu kami untuk membiusnya. Setelah dibius, kami pun mulai membedahnya. Hal pertama yang kami lakukan adalah menggunting kulit di bagian perut agar mempermudah pengamatan. Setelah kulit hewan ini digunting, kami menancapkan jarum pentul di bagian kulit yang telah digunting dan mulai mengulitinya sedikit demi sedikit. Bapak Kunarto pun kembali membantu kami dalam membedah hewan ini, Ia menunjukkan cara menggunting kulit hewan ini yang benar agar tidak ada organ yang rusak. Kami pun mulai mengambil organ - organ dari tubuh reptil ini. Setelah diambil dari  tubuhnya, kami meletakkan organ-organ tersebut di atas selembar kertas sebagai laporan untuk praktikum. Banyak pengetahuan baru yang kelompok kami dapat dari proses pembedahan tersebut. Dimulai dari bagaimana cara membelah / membedah hewan sekecil ini dengan benar, organ-organ yang ada di bunglon, ikan burung, kelinci dll. Kami dari kelompok 4, bergantian mencoba untuk membedah bunglon ini dengan sangat hati - hati dan teliti. Kami melakukan proses pembedahan ini dipenuhi dengan canda - tawa, karna memang banyak hal lucu selama proses pembedahan, mulai dari bunglon jatuh ke lantai dalam proses pengulitan.Kami juga merasa sedikit kasihan pada bunglon ini dan kami pun sangat takut untuk mengambil jantungnya yang masih berdetak walaupun ia sudah dibedah dan sebagian organnya diambil. Organ - organ yang kami ambil mulai dari lambung, paruparu, mata, hati, dsb. Foto - foto di bawah ini  merupakan hasil akhir dari praktikum Biologi kami... :D
Kami juga memiliki video singkat selama praktikum, bisa dilihat di -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?client=mv-google&gl=ID&hl=en&v=FHX7whzJaKk&feature=youtube_gdata_player&nomobile=1

Kepala

Paru-paru , Hati , Usus , Ginjal , Selangkang

Lambung , Jantung , Feses , Mata , Otak , Lidah , Sisik

rahang bawah , kepala

Josias, Gilbert, William, Alvina, Kresentia, Dewi

Dewi , William

KELOMPOK 4 :
-Dewi Intan Sari ( X8 / 05)
-Gilbert Prawira (X8 / 13)
-Josias Lieputra (X8 / 18)
-Kresentia Aretha T. (X8 / 21)
-Maria Yolanda Alvina (X8 / 24)
-William Gabariel Lamindo Lingga (X8 / 32)

I wanna know

i want you to tell me about every person you have ever been in love with. tell me why you loved them and tell me why they loved you. tell me about a day in your life you did not think you'd live though. tell me what the word  "home"  means to you and tell me in a way that I'll know your mother's name just by the way you describe your bed room when you were 8. see, I wanna know the first time you felt the weight of hate and if that day still trembles beneath your bones. do you prefer to play in puddles of rain or bounce in the bellies of snow? and if you were to build a snowman, would you rip two branches from a tree to build your snowman arms? or would you leave the snowman armless for the sake of being harmless to the tree? and if you would, would you notice how that tree weeps for you because your snowman has no arms to hug you. everytime you kiss him on the cheek? do you kiss your friends on the cheek? do you sleep beside them when they are sad, even if it makes your lover mad? do you think that angeris sincere emotion or just the timid of a fragile heart trying to beat away its pain?
see, I wanna know what you think of your first name. and if you often lie awake at night and imagine your mother's joy when she spoke it for the very first time. I want you to tell me all the ways you have been unkind. tell me all the ways you have been cruel.
see, I wanna know more than what you do for a living .
I wanna know how much of your life you spent just giving. and if you love yourself enough to also receive sometimes.
I wanna know if you bleed sometimes through other people's wounds.

April 18, 2013

you shouldn't care aboout how others think of you. stay the way you are, no matter how much others try bring you down.

April :D

 Gilbert P.

REMINDER to self

over thinking is not going to make it any better.

Don't you hate it when ppl aren't there for you?

"I hate it! I am very very worried when ppl just don't talk to me. it's not that there's something wrong with me ; but, is something wrong with them? where are they? How are they doing? They don't have to feel worry I do.. because they know that I will always be here. whenever they call, I'll answer. whenever they message, I'll reply. But, when I call/message will they answer?

I hope you're doing fine."